Spirit Breathing

Breathwork

They sent me to psychiatric hospital, misdiagnosed me with schizophrenia and put me on a strong anti-psychotic.

The medication disabled me and for 7 years I was unable to work – all I could do was meditate and develop ideas in my imagination. They even put me on the disability pension.

But then in 2025, a very good psychiatrist (whom I adore) corrected the diagnosis – it wasn’t schizophrenia it was just my personality was naturally prone to magical thinking.

So I thought “why am I on the strongest dose of anti-psychotics for people who have schizophrenia if I don’t even have it?” and decided to gradually come off the medication.

When my brain chemistry started to return to its natural levels I had a series of religious experiences that culiminated in a revelation from God (he appeared like a holy star radiating majestic glory, close enough that you might just touch it with the tip of your fingers and small enough that you almost might embrace it – I felt awe-struck, humbled and vulnerable because the holy light revealed all of me at once).

That moment changed me forever – because I decided I wanted to stay as close to him as I could for the rest of my life. I basically devoted myself to God and said “my mind is yours, use me as you will” – and ever since then I have felt motivated to do good work in all that I am.

The funny thing is though, all that time being disabled where all I could do was meditate and imagine… it gave me a super-human ability to develop conscious ideas. God-willing, I will change the world with my ideas.

My family business (CoBlueprint) and I are working everyday to inspire the world – my role is to develop the ideas.

I have left a big window in my schedule each morning to explore and get inspired by books, nature, churches – then I write a short letter to my readers in the hopes that they will be inspired too.